December 2009
72 posts
“Hope is a strange invention —
a patent of the heart —
in...”
– Emily Dickinson
“Honesty is the cruellest game of all, because not only can you hurt someone -...”
Which takes more courage?
to carry on loving you in the hope that one day that things will be in place for us to work and we’ll be together again or to make a fresh start, delete your number from my phone and abandon any form of communication including this Tumblr. Goodbye is only painful when you realise you’ll never say hello again.
I'm intrigued to know...
since I have no followers, likes or reblogs - who the hell is listening to the music I post on my tumblr?
“To send a letter is a good way to go somewhere without moving anything but your...”
– Phyllis Theroux
Looks like I was right after all... →
“Sometimes what you need just happens to be the very thing you can’t have - for keeps anyway.”
“Several excuses are always less convincing than one.”
– Aldous Huxley
“Of all the lies I’ve heard “I love you” was my favourite. And...”
If only dreams were real
When I finally fell asleep at around 4.30am this morning, you were still on my mind. Guess that explains why I actually managed to dream about you. I was passing your house, in the snow, and you invited me in to get warm. We talked and talked, then talked some more. It got late and you asked if I wanted to stay. I couldn’t say no. We were in our bed, nothing happened, then I woke up. At...
If you see me here, please say hello →
Christmas blues
On Christmas Day it will be exactly four months since I last saw your beautiful face, since we last hugged and kissed, and after six months apart, I still miss you like crazy. This Christmas was meant to be our first together in our own place, in the same city at last. But instead i’m spending it without you, and making plans to move alone. I know you have your reasons but I still have so...
Uncontrollable urges
Sometimes I do things I know I shouldn’t but I just get that uncontrollable urge and I can’t help myself. Like leaving a note tucked in your car door in the hope you would find it. Damn the snow, I think it thwarted my plan. And I had to ask you. And at least we conversed in a civil manner. And you seemed almost intrigued. If I thought you would take any notice of them, I would write...
Sometimes...
in the space between night and day, in my dreamlike state, I can still feel you.
“No human being can be there for you the way a record can. I mean, your friends...”
– Ben Gibbard (via thoughtsdetained)
“Grief may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone....”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via daniellekiemel)
I did the first, tried the second, still pursuing the third but slipping into the fourth and just wish I could skip right to the last one.
“Take love, multiply it by infinity and take it to the depths of forever…...”
– - Meet Joe Black
“from this day on
I promise I won’t...
“I’m just afraid that I’ve fucked everything up beyond repair.”
– Harriet ‘Happy’ Lolly (Gigantic)
I’m leaving a trail of memories, hopeful wishes, true love and sweetest kisses
just in case you ever want to find your way back to me.
